Thanks for those words of encouragement, but I do feel so so disappointed in myself today,

I set the bar high 'cus that's what life should be all about, and I feel like I've let myself down....not you lot or anyone else, just me, and that bloody well stings.
If I hadn't been giving myself the biffters for the last 6 months, I'd have had a reason and excuse, but that was just a shameful pityfull 'joke' yesterday.

I'm absolutely shattered today, my legs are like jelly and my back is aching like hell.
I'm now quite seriously concerned about my abilities next week, as what I've got to do is the equivelant of doing what I did yesterday
3 times in one go over 2 consecutive days.

The shame of not achieving that will be so disgustingly embarrasing I doesn't even bare thinking about.
Almost wish I wasn't going now after yesterdays shinanigans.

Can't even blame my age, as there were 'fossils' overtaking me.

Even hobbling around The Asda this morning was a struggle.
'Me ''ill DOESN'T beckon today, just me bear pit.
