Look mate, the bitter truth usually 'urts, I know from my own experiences. Life is full of disappointments and shocks. Harsh but true.
Take a reality check like I did many many moons ago.
Face up to the fact. you ARE....like me sadly...nowt but a ugly old grumpy (ginger too in your case I'm afraid) fart that no one wants. We...yes me and many others too I'm afraid....are on the scrapheap of life mate, simply waiting for the deadly 'crusher' to finish us off.
We've served our purpose now, and are nowt but surplus to requirements, and nowt but a laffin' stock.
Tell you what, why don't you post that piccie of yerself that you posted a few days ago, and place it right alongside the one of this geezer up there^^^ so we can compare like for like there right in front of us. We could then 'ave a vote to see if we're being unfair or not.
'Ave a man 'ug from me meanwhile, 'cus this thread is sad.