Warning........Bad language from the start Where to start.
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Stressed to hell. Two solid weeks of busy stuff, dealing with absolute arsewipe fukwits who expect the world from you without wanting to pay for it.
Whilst having a borderline breakdown I trapped a nerve in my back, then got a chest infection at the worst possible time to have a frickin cough, then half of the equipment broke at the busiest time so I dont have time to get it fixed, then when I really thought I was going to keel over my parents phoned with the most fuckin spiteful call. Its my Grandad's birthday at the end of the month and when I explained that I couldn't go I was told that I don't care about my family and have let them all down etc etc. May I say at this point that I care ridiculously about my family, also that they get an hour of free calls a month to Cyprus yet they never bloody call me. And when I call them it's only to be told what a dissapointment I am .
I came to Cyprus as a teenager, alone, and now have a successful business and they still think I am a beach bum.
Recent conversation with my father....
me- "at least I am happy"
dad - "its not about happiness, you are not getting any younger, you've had your fun now...its time to get a proper job"
Anyhoo, got stuck in traffic tonight on the way to wedding, pulled up and the tyre went pop. This is a rental car cos ours has blown head gasket, now also need to buy a new car. Security at the hotel screaming to move the car, bride and groom waiting for entertainment..........
Think I am going to lose my fucking mind. Threw up today for no reason then thought my heart was going to explode out of my body.
Like the thread says......enough is enough.
I want my hut on he beach.