Excellent news on the valium front! Well done Hound!
As for my job search, it is still exactly that, a search.
I have some advice about the job search (beyond that my advice is about as much use as a trapdoor in a canoe cos I ain't got a job after a year of trying).
Keep up the inertia. Keep applying for jobs. If you think you might want a particular job but have doubts then apply for it anyway.
If you get notification of an interview then in the meantime keep applying. When you come home from an interview and you know its going to be days / weeks until you hear then keep applying for more jobs.
I find this helps
phisco phsyci mentally as you have always got something on the back burner.
You also always have the hope that at any moment that phone call / email / letter may turn up and change everything.