Thank you one and all.
It's an odd thing but after 3 months of nothing, but now volunteer work, upcoming further education and at last some interviews I feel a sense of purpose once again.
I refuse to get my hopes up about job interviews, just do the best you can etc.
I amaze myself but I STILL remain positive.
As an an aside, all the job interviews I have had and am about to have I have gotten myself. I apply and am registered through a lot of employment agencies but not one of them have gotten me an interview. waste of space the lot of 'em.
I may tell them all to fvck off, once I have got a job like.