thanks Steve.
I need to rant, obviously there is nobody I can call at this time.......I miss the days. Apey and I work our arses off in the summer to enjoy a lovely winter together, which we have always looked forward to. Now I crash out on the sofa in the afternoon like a student while he cleans the house. I feel guilty and I miss him, cos when I finally focus on the day, I make dinner and then its bedtime again.
Today was glorious sunshine and I missed it. We went food shopping yesterday and I felt lost being outside with normal people.
The season starts again soon and I feel I have wasted our time off by not getting up and doing stuff, but when you haven't slept for weeks, it's so hard.
sorry to moan.
