Always sad to watch a pet die, even if you didn't like it but it comes to us all in the ned.
You say you've never watched the last moments before ~ trust me it's even worse when it's a person.
No, 'tis true.
Fortunately
missed those dreadful , almost unspeakable moments with both my parents.
I never knew it could actually be so harrowing, literally just having to stand there...watching helplessly, feeling as though you should be doing something but not knowing what.
Anyway, the poor old creature has gone to his place now, and no doubt some plant will be sitting there on top within the next few days.
Can't believe just how choked i am, especially after all I've said about it.
I'm bloody evil.