I have been a bit quiet about this because it has not been good news and there is nothing really anyone can say. Mum has deteriorated so quickly in such a short space of time and been suffering so much .
I have just had a call from the hospice that has told me to get myself down there pronto . This is where having a car becomes a god send
But the train will be fine ...in fact may be quicker in fact on a Friday rush hour.
I am a little bit in pieces
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- so may be in need of several large vats of collapso later.
Thank you everyone for all your kindness. She's had such a tough time that I know she is ready to go , but still doesn't help me reverting to a small child that needs her mummy at the thought of her not being there.