Prolly up his 'ill
I have been, correct, and he's ^^ right too.
Mist poses no problem, in fact I quite like it as everything is most quiet and peacful.
I'm not feeling too good 'inside' of late that's all.
State of mind more than anything else.
Many things are worrying me.
I'm basically feeling very unhappy and I can't quite fathom out why. Not depressed exactly, just downright bloody fedup.
The world, the country, me job...having to deal with vultures and piranahs all day long, home life, kids, lack of money, bills coming in constantly, getting older, seemingly too rapidly, selfish greedy people with no manners or considertion, rip off merchants everywhere,technology and my lack of understanding of it, and doing far too much reminising and thinking what could have been...if only. Makes me angry when I look back at some aspects of my life and how I was treated by arse holes at school and college. The list could go on, and on and on
No worries though. Many more much worse off than me, much much worse.
I really don't know why I'm so uptight about everything at the moment, but that's just the way it is presently.
I DO NOT want sympathy or uselss hugs of comfort. That will not do any good, in fact it will probably make me worse.
Only I can sort myself out, on my own.
